21 Decesion to siet fire on ald papers2015.5.11-2 P;ease forgive me ....because
I leftt my original Company probably at the end o 1953 van came back in the end of 1954. Several days later,I was sent to 淡 水 camp for 28 days training program It took almost one year and half that I was away. Early in 1955,almost I was stranger. Before I came back, it was said by most of friends that I would have a new job and lo longer retrun to my original Compang. In facr,I did rretrun not only to my origin Company, but with the same funtion as a :olitical Director in the same Company. Gausses were spread all over companies at the same camp. Most of them looked at me differently. The accusion made by Mr. Wang(not yourg) were apread among all of friends . How coul expllain to them. I could do nothining.
Once in the midle of 1955 whexn I retrun back from an exercise in the Soth,I clear,y gound out that my paper box in which all my old papers were kept inside . In my companty as a political Director, I had a small no more 3 pings. It is my ofice and also selpt there. I put my box uner my bed. it did not interrup any one or any thing.It was very clear that I ight have been doubtfull by some one. After though it over again, I decided to sit all my privite old papers in fire. In doing so,I had nothing for some one to find any thing.
After 9 p.M. went to sleep ,I brought my old paper box to a secret place ouside the military camps. before I sent every paper in the fire,I would have a look to see what were on the paper. Some were letters ;some were newpaper articles.Almoost half an hour , I came to the bottom of the box . Therewas still a piece of yellow paper in corner. I picked it up. it was a letter that 楊 商存 見 生 give it to me in 1952 the day I was going to 二蘭.It was still closed. origninally I took it was a piece of paintiun of hihis oqn. But it was a peice of his own. To open th envolopment tp jave a look, It was nothing else, bu a peice of a yellow paper,Temporary Graduation certificage. What the use of it for me ,though my name was on the paper; I was a student. AS it just like any other old paper, I did try to sent the paper in the fire. Perhaps, God helps me. At the momnet I didt try to sent ia in the fire . I hesitation a moment. I with draw my hand. AT least, My good friend Mr. Yourn;g 啺 商 存 先 生 looked at my slf-stdy degree no less than the degree of a high school graduate. It encouraged me quite a lot. Unfortunityly,since our separation in the Summat 1952, we had not met each oth again. For this ,I am very ddisappointed.