19 I was fired2015.5.9-2 Please forgive me ...
About at 7 oclok in the morning at the end of 1954,the Chairman Chen of the political Department in the second diuvision came to our offive bfore was going to the mountain office. He collected us five together. Then he seriously declsard that he had received a secret repot on Mr. Kuo Jung-chao ,doint something illegally. First,y, to use publix money for private private purposes;secondly,he was cheating women outside;thirdly,he went out of the office in public hour. Those all had violated the regulations of the Army as well as the law of the nation. I would have to make a detailed investigation and punish him serously.It was a strong shock to me. Withough the tables in front of me, I surely woul have falled on the ground because all thes accusion were fale and no one was trued. All the foun kept secret. Moreover all of them had belived all aaccusations were ture.In a time of just a few munites,especially no preparation I had made ,I said nothing. Jereafter, all the other for had already looked me as a criminal,only waitint days to be sent to jail.
After Chairman ldft our offi out office,Isat lonely at the back of our offce. Many questions got together in my min. So far as the accusions were concerned,I had done nothing in violation of the regulations or the law. I went out in publix hours because I was goint to listen the College English lessons. Before doing that, I had the approvment of Chairman. Though I did have a girl friend,but had no cheated her to love me. At the first,it wa Major Her"s girl friend,Mr.Lin brought her to be here; I had not cheated her at all. As to use public money for private pirposes, I had no connection wtih money at all . All public money ,in or out ,wereincharged by Mr. Txe. My job was only ro revoew the app;ication fo money at the first stage. Rinal approvol was depended on Major Her. Ever if I hac any idea to use the public money for private purposes,I had no way to get the money.
Besides,since we got together,I had no auguments with anybody . Who would have secretly sent such accusoios to Chaiman Chen. What wa his purpose?I had no answer. now nothing I could do or say becauuse all the other four never talking with me again. The only thing I could do is to keep my mouth closed , waitin the investigation.