I am such an emotional cutter!FYI, I am as suffered as you are, to see you are suffered.
When you are helpless and unhappy in your relationship.
When you complained about it but can do nothing about it.
When I am alone here and miss you a lot but you said you have to xxx bcoz of her... you don't know how painful I was at all...
Whenever I think that you met me before her but you choose her instead, do you undertsand how hurt I am even now after years?
When you ignore how I feel and never comfort me.
When I even tell you how I feel, and you take it for granted and feels nothing...
Do you think crying for you is fun? Waiting for you is fun?
Try every way I can to please you and be a sweet lover there to listen all the time with a smile as always... be there to support you as always and never complain....
I bet you will never undertsand...
Yes, I know. it's all my fault that I am the one to force myself tie up to you...
I hate myself more than anyone else, coz I am such an emotional cutter!
(Carrie Bradshaw, takes note in Sex and the City: The Movie: When it comes to certain relationships such as Mr Big... she's an "emotional cutter" by inflicting self-harm.)